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Bloodwork Doesn’t Lie.
Mine Tells a Story.

At the bottom of my dark season, just before Bali, business success, newborn Odin as our third child, provider pressure, unresolved trauma, and old habits had overwhelmed me. I had stopped slowing down, training, moving, and caring for the systems I once controlled. Roughly six months later, the panel told a different story.

“The numbers changed when I stopped trying to optimise around what I refused to face.” — Koen

+125%
Free Testosterone
−85%
Inflammatory CRP
+102%
IGF-1 (Growth Factor)
−58%
Cortisol (AM)
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Before Bali
Dark Season · bottom
Bali
Inner work begins
Following months
Movement + routine return
~6 months later
Recovered · optimised

▲ Transparency Note

These are my personal results. Individual outcomes will vary based on starting point, compliance, genetics, and severity of root-cause drivers. This page is educational — documenting the impact of root-cause intervention and pharmaceutical-grade protocols. It is not a guarantee of results. Functional ranges used are those applied in clinical practice, not standard lab reference ranges.

What the Baseline Actually Captured

From the outside, the business was succeeding. Inside, I was overwhelmed. Odin had arrived as our third child, provider pressure kept building, and childhood trauma and old habits were coming back through the cracks. I got lazy with the practices that had always kept me anchored: meditation, slowing down, training, movement, and even the peptide routine I had spent years refining. I lost my love for being active. The baseline caught a body carrying the cost of that disconnection. Bali gave me room to stop performing, do the inner work, and address the roots. Only then did I gradually rebuild the physical side with movement, structure, and support through Eternal Wellness Center.

Testosterone & Sex Hormones

HPG axis function — the most impacted panel during allostatic overload

Total Testosterone
Ref: 8–29 nmol/L · Functional optimal: 20–29 nmol/L
Surpassing Peak
Dark Season
13.8
nmol/L
~6 months
31.2
nmol/L
+126%

Cortisol-driven HPG suppression was the primary driver of the baseline reading. Not primary hypogonadism — secondary. Once allostatic load dropped and Gonadorelin + lifestyle foundation were rebuilt, the HPG axis recovered. The later reading sits above standard range — consistent with an optimised protocol.

Free Testosterone
Ref: 170–670 pmol/L · Functional optimal: 400–600 pmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
184
pmol/L
~6 months
582
pmol/L
+216%

SHBG was binding almost everything. Free T was the real story — technically “in range” but functionally useless. The man experiencing symptoms lives by this number, not total T.

SHBG (Sex Hormone Binding Globulin)
Ref: 17–55 nmol/L · Functional optimal: 20–40 nmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
64
nmol/L
~6 months
26
nmol/L
−59%

Elevated SHBG was being driven by liver stress and excess cortisol. Fixing those upstream drivers — not suppressing SHBG directly — brought it back to optimal. Liver support, cortisol normalisation, zinc replenishment.

Oestradiol (E2)
Ref: 40–150 pmol/L · Functional optimal: 80–110 pmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
146
pmol/L
~6 months
88
pmol/L
−40%

Stress-driven gut dysfunction disrupted oestrogen glucuronidation. Gut repair (BPC-157, KPV, SIBO treatment) was the most significant intervention for bringing E2 back in range — not aromatase inhibitors.

LH (Luteinising Hormone)
Ref: 2–9 IU/L · Functional optimal: 5–8 IU/L
Optimal
Dark Season
3.1
IU/L
~6 months
6.8
IU/L
+119%

Low LH confirmed secondary hypogonadism — the problem was the signal, not the testes. Gonadorelin (pulsatile GnRH) restored the signal upstream. Testes responded appropriately.

IGF-1 (Insulin-like Growth Factor 1)
Age-adjusted ref (35yr): 115–307 µg/L · Functional optimal: 250–350+ µg/L
Above Age-Optimal
Dark Season
138
µg/L
~6 months
312
µg/L
+126%

HGH protocol (3IU E3D pulsatile + bedtime) + IGF-1 LR3 post-workout. The combination drives this number to territory that most men my age consider impossible. Body composition reflects it.

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Stress Axis & Adrenal Function

HPA axis — the root driver of the baseline cascade

Cortisol (AM serum)
Ref: 170–530 nmol/L · Functional optimal: 350–470 nmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
618
nmol/L
~6 months
424
nmol/L
−31%

Chronically elevated for months before testing. The sleep deprivation alone (Odin’s night terrors) was driving this. DSIP, Selank, circadian anchoring, and most critically — removing the external stressors — brought this back to optimal range.

DHEA-S (Adrenal reserve)
Ref (35yr M): 2.4–11.6 µmol/L · Functional optimal: 6–10 µmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
3.1
µmol/L
~6 months
8.6
µmol/L
+177%

Depleted DHEA-S is the signature of adrenal exhaustion. Cortisol “steals” the pathway. Once cortisol normalised and adrenal support was in place, DHEA-S recovered — and contributed significantly to the testosterone improvement.

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Metabolic & Insulin Function

Insulin sensitivity is a master metabolic regulator

Fasting Glucose
Ref: 3.9–5.6 mmol/L · Functional optimal: 4.0–4.8 mmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
5.6
mmol/L
~6 months
4.4
mmol/L
−21%

Cortisol drives gluconeogenesis. Elevated fasting glucose wasn’t dietary — it was stress-metabolic. Still in range, but trending toward impairment. Resolved alongside cortisol normalisation.

Fasting Insulin
Ref: <25 mU/L · Functional optimal: <5 mU/L
Excellent
Dark Season
12.4
mU/L
~6 months
3.1
mU/L
−75%

Insulin sensitivity is my single most tracked metabolic marker. MOTS-c, strategic carbohydrate timing, resistance training, and Retatrutide (GLP-1 agonism) — all contributing. At 3.1 mU/L, nutrient partitioning to muscle is extremely efficient.

Thyroid TSH
Ref: 0.4–4.0 mIU/L · Functional optimal: 0.8–1.8 mIU/L
Optimal
Dark Season
2.9
mIU/L
~6 months
1.1
mIU/L
−62%

Chronically elevated TSH is often stress and selenium-deficient driven. Selenium, adequate iodine, cortisol reduction. TSH at 1.1 means the thyroid is being efficiently signalled — not having to compensate.

Free T3 (Active thyroid)
Ref: 3.1–6.8 pmol/L · Functional optimal: 5.0–6.5 pmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
4.0
pmol/L
~6 months
5.9
pmol/L
+48%

T4→T3 conversion was poor during the dark season — high cortisol impairs the deiodinase enzymes. Gut repair was critical here; the gut converts approximately 20% of T4 to T3.

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Inflammation & Cardiovascular Risk

Silent systemic inflammation is the root of accelerated aging

hsCRP (High-Sensitivity C-Reactive Protein)
Ref: <10 mg/L · Functional optimal: <1.0 mg/L
Excellent
Dark Season
3.9
mg/L
~6 months
0.4
mg/L
−90%

Gut repair was the single biggest mover on CRP. SIBO + leaky gut = systemic LPS leak = chronic low-grade inflammation. BPC-157, KPV, dietary changes. GHK-Cu’s anti-inflammatory gene expression is also contributing.

Homocysteine
Ref: <15 µmol/L · Functional optimal: <9 µmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
14.8
µmol/L
~6 months
7.1
µmol/L
−52%

High homocysteine is a methylation problem. Methyl donors (B12 methylcobalamin, methylfolate, B6 P5P, TMG) cleared this rapidly. Critical cardiovascular risk marker that most GPs don’t run on standard panels.

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Liver & Detox Function

Liver stress elevates SHBG and drives hormonal imbalance

ALT (Alanine Aminotransferase)
Ref: <56 U/L · Functional optimal: <25 U/L
Optimal
Dark Season
41
U/L
~6 months
17
U/L
−59%

Liver inflammation was partly GHK-Cu and glutathione-driven recovery. Reduced alcohol (already minimal), optimised methylation, milk thistle phase. ALT at 17 means the liver is operating efficiently — good news for oestrogen clearance.

GGT (Gamma-Glutamyl Transferase)
Ref: <55 U/L · Functional optimal: <25 U/L
Optimal
Dark Season
48
U/L
~6 months
18
U/L
−63%

GGT is a sensitive glutathione depletion marker. When it’s elevated, the liver is under oxidative stress. SubQ glutathione and N-acetylcysteine moved this rapidly.

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Key Nutrient Status

Deficiencies silently limit every system downstream

25-OH Vitamin D
Ref: >50 nmol/L · Functional optimal: 125–200 nmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
48
nmol/L
~6 months
172
nmol/L
+258%

Living in Bali and still deficient — that’s how bad gut malabsorption + stress depletion can be. 6,000 IU daily D3+K2 for 8 weeks, then maintenance at 4,000 IU. Vitamin D insufficiency is rate-limiting for testosterone synthesis.

Serum Zinc
Ref: 11–22 µmol/L · Functional optimal: 14–18 µmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
9.4
µmol/L
~6 months
16.4
µmol/L
+74%

Zinc is rate-limiting for testosterone synthesis and SHBG regulation. Stress depletes it rapidly via cortisol-driven urinary excretion. Correcting zinc moved multiple downstream markers simultaneously.

RBC Magnesium
Ref: 0.7–1.0 mmol/L · Functional optimal: 0.88–0.98 mmol/L
Optimal
Dark Season
0.74
mmol/L
~6 months
0.94
mmol/L
+27%

Use RBC magnesium — not serum. Serum is maintained at the expense of intracellular stores. Magnesium bisglycinate 400mg before bed: sleep quality improved within the first week.

What the Rebuild Actually Required

Inner Work First — Slowing down, facing the childhood patterns and habits underneath the collapse, and taking responsibility for the life my nervous system was responding to.

Movement Without Punishment — I did not force my way back with discipline theatre. I started moving again, then trained when training felt like mine, and rebuilt my love for being active.

Nervous System + Daily Rhythm — Meditation, space, sleep, consistency, and a routine I could actually live. The goal was not to look disciplined again. It was to feel safe and present in my own life.

Clinically Supported Peptide Care — With support through Eternal Wellness Center, peptides returned as one part of the rebuild: pharmaceutical-grade, monitored, and supporting the foundations rather than replacing them.

Root-Cause Health Work — Stress, hormones, nutrition, gut function, and recovery were addressed as one connected system. Roughly six months later, the bloodwork reflected the change.

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